From: nobody@REPLAY.COM (Anonymous)
Subject: Re: Crystal Meth - serious, hardcore stuff?
Date: 1995/08/25
newsgroups: alt.drugs.hard

In article <41il1b$m8r@newsbf02.news.aol.com>, danibeee@aol.com (Dani
Beee) wrote:

> after a couple days, you have NO CHOICE but to come down cause after >
awhile it  does nothing but keep you up.  The rush is gone and you feel
> like shit.  It's similar to coke, but the come down is way worse.  I'd
cry > forever and contemplate suicide.

I've found that the crash off a night of coke is mentally a lot worse
than speed-crash, but speed-crash is physically the worse of the two by
far.  A while ago I'd been up all night on coke with a friend.  It was
well into the next afternoon, and we were just sitting around bumming
that we were out of drugs.  I was starting to get real depressed, and we
both felt like _shit._  Then I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth
and wash my face... As soon as I looked in the mirror, I felt much, much
better.  And after the personal hygiene, I felt great.  I came out of
the bathroom and said, "Y'know, we look a hell of a lot better than we
feel right now."  My friend went and checked herself out in the mirror
and came out laughing.

Crystal, on the other hand, unless you've done only a small amount
(which I've had no problem with, unlike c.), makes you feel _and_ look
like shit.  Plus it's hard to catch a decent nap, even after you've been
coming down for a while.  The thing about crystal is that you have to
use it in a completely different way.  It's not really a party drug in
and of itself; it just gets you up there so you're _able_ to do stuff. 
I never really do more than one small line per session, and it works for
me.  I don't really _want_ to do more than that.  The main thing about
coming down off any kind of uppers is that if there's anything
depressing about your life or the place you're in, it gets magnified
exponentially.  The slightest lame-ass excuse will suffice to make you
suicidal.     Anyway, that's my $.02

L.

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